Can’t stop thinking

…and all I’m doing is drinking white wine and eating chocolate while on skype

Are we on or off, are things good or bad, I never know, I never know what you’re thinking, will I see you at all next week because i haven’t this week because plans fell through, i’m worried about you because you are stressed as fuck and I think I’m gonna need me you time at the end of next week, are you coming to xyz event because even though you’ve said yes facebook tells me you have a gig, do I mean anything at all to you because half the time I feel like I’m nothing and then the other half it’s the complete opposite

I also think I should write a list of advice for dating band members, over the last 2 years I have learnt some useful tips like

1) If you make plans, always make a back up plan with someone else because something will probaby come up
2) Stay away from singers because listening to him sing songs about his ex girlfriend will never be fun
3) Stay away from bassists because they tend to be dicks
4) Depending on the popularity of the band, you could potentially receive death threats from 13 year old girls
5) It can sometimes actually be really really great and involve plenty of rock n roll style partying and amazing people, you just have to put up with a lot
6) Sometimes, he is worth it and then you stick it the fuck out

And that’s where I am right now. I am crazy, you don’t need to tell me